tripping...lost...pist!!!
yeah so I just opened up one of these accounts...
I know it's not everyones business but if I can't talk to people on the ship and I can't call home right now then who...
Yea so I'm pulling in from a 6 month deployment, we're in Hawaii right now but my lucky ass got stuck with duty right in the middle of the 3 days. So anyways to what's really bugging me. I have gotten really serious with this awesome guy or at least that's what I thought...but now that we're getting back to the states he is starting to seem shady. Everyone warned me that this sh*t might happen but I'm hard headed and most people are haters so I did my own thing not thinking it would get that serious and if anything I would just have fun. Well here I am 6 months later head over heals in love with this guy and supposedly he feels the same but everything is completely screwed up and I'm hearing some things that broke heart on the spot. Our situation is complicated but now I'm hearing things about girls back in port and I'm trip'n!! I haven't been able to talk to him about it yet but how will I tell him that I found out that I know girls are emailing him and that I know the reason he's going to Vegas when we get back is to chill with this one girl who he's obviously kept in touch with. I didn't check his email but I got friends in high places that have been looking out and they did some research and didn't like what they found. I don't want to believe this stuff cause then it makes all of our great moments together and all out long heart to heart conversation a crock of shit. If I was just a west pac girl why throw down the money he did...we were staying at 5 star hotel each port..together every second we could, he bought me an italian white gold and diamond necklace for my birthday...along with some all white air force ones and an incredible night out.
What the heck happened... I guess I am just another one of those dumb navy girls that get played during pac. I have to try to be optimistic...at least I had fun, was taken care of, was doted on, and got some nice gifts out of it. But is it worth the broken heart and pride? Is it worth the next few months or mopping and random sob fests....f@*% I hate this sh!t!!!!
I just can't wait to be home and be with my family and my best friend Karen...her and my sisters will make me feel better.
~*~* The trouble with life is there's no background music. *~*~
I know it's not everyones business but if I can't talk to people on the ship and I can't call home right now then who...
Yea so I'm pulling in from a 6 month deployment, we're in Hawaii right now but my lucky ass got stuck with duty right in the middle of the 3 days. So anyways to what's really bugging me. I have gotten really serious with this awesome guy or at least that's what I thought...but now that we're getting back to the states he is starting to seem shady. Everyone warned me that this sh*t might happen but I'm hard headed and most people are haters so I did my own thing not thinking it would get that serious and if anything I would just have fun. Well here I am 6 months later head over heals in love with this guy and supposedly he feels the same but everything is completely screwed up and I'm hearing some things that broke heart on the spot. Our situation is complicated but now I'm hearing things about girls back in port and I'm trip'n!! I haven't been able to talk to him about it yet but how will I tell him that I found out that I know girls are emailing him and that I know the reason he's going to Vegas when we get back is to chill with this one girl who he's obviously kept in touch with. I didn't check his email but I got friends in high places that have been looking out and they did some research and didn't like what they found. I don't want to believe this stuff cause then it makes all of our great moments together and all out long heart to heart conversation a crock of shit. If I was just a west pac girl why throw down the money he did...we were staying at 5 star hotel each port..together every second we could, he bought me an italian white gold and diamond necklace for my birthday...along with some all white air force ones and an incredible night out.
What the heck happened... I guess I am just another one of those dumb navy girls that get played during pac. I have to try to be optimistic...at least I had fun, was taken care of, was doted on, and got some nice gifts out of it. But is it worth the broken heart and pride? Is it worth the next few months or mopping and random sob fests....f@*% I hate this sh!t!!!!
I just can't wait to be home and be with my family and my best friend Karen...her and my sisters will make me feel better.
~*~* The trouble with life is there's no background music. *~*~