sigh
Well, I came up with a new quitting smoking plan and that is to pay Indigo $5 for every cigarette I smoke and $50 for every first pack I buy or week that I smoke. So far...I owe her a lot of money! When is this addiction ever going to leave me? Why can't I just stick with it for even a day? Well, I have for a day, but it doesn't seem to be enough. I am tired of hating myself for it so I just give up. But I don't give up quitting. I am going to quit DAMNIT before I die, maybe even sometime this week.
In other news, Hawaii was fantastic. So much relaxing and swimming in warm water and sleeping in. It was exactly what I needed and I wish I could go back.
Thanks for listening.
In other news, Hawaii was fantastic. So much relaxing and swimming in warm water and sleeping in. It was exactly what I needed and I wish I could go back.
Thanks for listening.