Oct 17, 2005 11:18
last week was michigan, this week phoenix. look out mere, you've got some competetion. idaho is in two weeks.
saturday night i had a small dinner party and i think it went well. invited some new people and it was very nervewracking trying to make sure that everyone was having a good time. but indigo cooked an amazing meal and i baked a cake.
i have now joined the world of ipods. indigo bought me one and got me the mic you plug into it to turn it into a digital recorder so i can use it on my business trips. i feel guilty that she spent so much money on it but really it's AMAZING and i love having it. it's so much fun.
but right now, i am at a conference. mel gets my first born child for driving me to the airport at 4:30 am. but i am not feeling well. reminders of the fact that i am biologically female and it sucks. i feel sick and can't go more than an hour without having to use the restroom. sorry if that's too much info. i feel like i should have a fucking diaper on.
do you ever wonder how people see you? when i was at the dinner party i was acting like my usual obnoxious self and then all of a sudden felt completely self-conscious (sp?) because there were people i didn't know very well there. it made me wonder what they must have thought of me. maybe i think too much.
anyways, gotta go to the bathroom. : ( grrrr....at times like these testerone is very tempting.