May 07, 2007 16:06
That's right. I quit. I quit quitting. I've tried quitting smoking at least 60 times. Websites will say "don't worry. most people try several times to quit before they succeed." But SIXTY!? This is ridiculous.
I'm an addict. I'm a smoker. That's what I am and it's about time I just face it and get on with my fucking life. I am tired of relapsing. I will get heart disease. and/or lung cancer. Now, moving on....
Congrats to all of you out there who quit, but I just don't have what it takes, apparently. View me as the pathetic person that I am. I am just so tired of fighting this addiction. It wins.
I lose.