Yeah.

[frankiebones]

It's been years since my last post. In that period of time I've done drugs, drank a lot, STOPPED doing drugs, got another tattoo, started volunteering at the animal shelter, started going to school, had a wonderful girlfriend, spent countless hours worrying that I wasn't good enough for her and that no matter what I did.. it was always too much..

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[anonymous]

wow, not much left to say after jared. But seriously man, we have talked for hours about this, and if we need to talk for hours more, let me know, the doors always open, but as jared said, you HAVE to see past the bullshit that is clouding your vision, there is a silver lining to every cloud, and once you let go of the past and focus on the future, you will see what i mean. As far as the confidence/personality thing, we would not be good friends if you didnt have both, plain and simple, look at all of our close friends, they all have the same traits, for the most part, and that is what makes us so close. as far as the girlfriend thing....
: I dated 2 girls in highschool, none in middle school and didnt lose my V card till i was a fresh in college. Nothing to worry about, cuz i dont. And as far as the ex goes, you have to stop focussing on the past before you can reach the future. As the great philosopher 'Hootie' once said, "you are looking at it through acracked rearview". Thats exactly what you are doing, you are looking into the past with a bias'd perspective. I say stop looking into the past, rip the god damn mirror off the windshield and drive like a motha fucka. Hit me up, lata, Garrett
(CJ, this is on my IP (Jared) cuz I had to post it for G , his IP is blocked for some gay reason)

[anonymous]

Ummmmm Yah Im glad you are on your way to my house right now because you and I need to talk about alot of shit! This is Webber by the way. Yah dude J is definitely right on what he said. It kills me to see you put yourself down or talk yourself down dude.. We all have been there at one point in our lives man O im not good enough for this is or that or she is waaay out of my league, or dude I cant talk to her wtf would I say to her. I know you feel a Fuck load better saying all that shit and getting it out in the open. I learned alot about who you are that I had NO clue of. ANd I know you are thinking that people are gonna think of you different now but im going to be honest dude. They Are. heres what I reccommend how you react to all of it. People who give you shit about it or stop talking to you. Fuck them. Eat shit. Peace to them, you dont need people like that in your life. why? because those are the people that will 'put you down' in one way or another. why? because they are fucked up people in the first place. Dude Im sorry you lost your childhood best friend..Thats not easy to handle dude especially on those circumstances..But dont ever forget him man for all you know You were the one that was saving his life for a long time, but dude thats life. You can not blame yourself for anything that you had no control over. Back to the way people think after reading this. I know you know who your good friends are and who those that you know are not. But the ones that CARE about you as a person will read this and want to help. Man depression is brutal but everyone deals with it in one way or another. The ones who overcome their depression are success stories. Be a success story. As far as women are concerned. J is also right there is no other option than to get over a relationship. You know hardship. That is a Hardship. but overcome it and succeed. Picking up woman is hard as hell I dont care who you are. unless pussy falls in your lap, men have to work for it. And anything you have to WORK for is damn worth your time.

[anonymous]

This is the rest of mine:

Which means ween out the whores and bitches and The one who makes you a better person in someway and treats and respects you for you is worth working for to keep. Dont get bogged down by the smog that is covering your vision. Its not worth your time to dwell on shit that has already happened. You are wasting time. Forgive but dont forget. Take everything for what it is worth. Do the things you dream about ..Well to an extent. You have a good head on your shoulders man and surround yourself with people who bring out the best in you and not the worst. It will only make things easier. Dont be in a rush to do anything exept to live. living is a gift, every moment you get next is priceless. Because you dont know when it could be your last. But dont do things that put that into jeopardy. now im not saying dont be extreme. Extreme RULES. Its a Rush, why because it gives you a high. You are a very loving person but at the same time you are a very hateful person, I'm sure it has to do alot with what has happened in your life. There is no getting around being judged. everyone is judged. I get laughed at by someone probably more than I would like to think. DO I care not really, I say Fuck you and I go about my day. There are always people out there that do not like you. Who cares its not worth your time to dwell on it. You have done waaaaaaaay more than most people do in a lifetime. You have been through so much in your life that it has made you a very strong person. And a Weapon. I dont care who you are but I dont think I would enjoy getting my ass whopped by you. Im sure i would be in the hospital. Know that you are capable of ALL kinds of things dude. You just need the discipline to DO it. And the Army made you do things. You can make yourself do what you want. Thats called determination and intestinal fortitude. You have both by all means. You have so many things going on for you its too long to list right now. But the bottom line is you are a good person and you are normal. whatever normal is. But you are special to those who love you. Heres the thing when im around you a part of my personality comes out that only you bring out. I dont know what it is but that is with everyone that I am friends with. And i enjoy that. I like being around you and having fun with you because I know you and I value your friendship. If others dont see that in you than they are missing out on having a true best friend. I love you like a brother man because i never had one. And whatever I can do to help you get out of your slump and get your batting average up than I am down for the cause. Brothers in arms man and nobody will ever change that. Momma said that there will be days like this. I know its going to be a bright bright bright sunshining day. -Tom