Here it comes

Dec 14, 2004 19:38

So there I was... ok just joking. I'm gonna start spilling my guts about stuff that I'll probably regret. But not today.. maybe tomorrow

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anonymous March 4 2006, 02:37:58 UTC
Well my message was too long so here is the rest:

Which means ween out the whores and bitches and The one who makes you a better person in someway and treats and respects you for you is worth working for to keep. Dont get bogged down by the smog that is covering your vision. Its not worth your time to dwell on shit that has already happened. You are wasting time. Forgive but dont forget. Take everything for what it is worth. Do the things you dream about ..Well to an extent. You have a good head on your shoulders man and surround yourself with people who bring out the best in you and not the worst. It will only make things easier. Dont be in a rush to do anything exept to live. living is a gift, every moment you get next is priceless. Because you dont know when it could be your last. But dont do things that put that into jeopardy. now im not saying dont be extreme. Extreme RULES. Its a Rush, why because it gives you a high. You are a very loving person but at the same time you are a very hateful person, I'm sure it has to do alot with what has happened in your life. There is no getting around being judged. everyone is judged. I get laughed at by someone probably more than I would like to think. DO I care not really, I say Fuck you and I go about my day. There are always people out there that do not like you. Who cares its not worth your time to dwell on it. You have done waaaaaaaay more than most people do in a lifetime. You have been through so much in your life that it has made you a very strong person. And a Weapon. I dont care who you are but I dont think I would enjoy getting my ass whopped by you. Im sure i would be in the hospital. Know that you are capable of ALL kinds of things dude. You just need the discipline to DO it. And the Army made you do things. You can make yourself do what you want. Thats called determination and intestinal fortitude. You have both by all means. You have so many things going on for you its too long to list right now. But the bottom line is you are a good person and you are normal. whatever normal is. But you are special to those who love you. Heres the thing when im around you a part of my personality comes out that only you bring out. I dont know what it is but that is with everyone that I am friends with. And i enjoy that. I like being around you and having fun with you because I know you and I value your friendship. If others dont see that in you than they are missing out on having a true best friend. I love you like a brother man because i never had one. And whatever I can do to help you get out of your slump and get your batting average up than I am down for the cause. Brothers in arms man and nobody will ever change that. Momma said that there will be days like this. I know its going to be a bright bright bright sunshining day. -Tom

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