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ya know what.. I'm sick and tired of saying my goodbyes..oooover and oooover and ooooover. The doctors here royally fucked my schedule up and since I missed my appointment on Dec. 1 due to their scheduling error.. I have to be here until the 12th. Which means I'll probably be around here for Christmas...which means I'll be able to go home for 5 days when the army takes its Christmas holiday. thats dandy and all.. but I'm debating on whether or not to come home.... I hate saying goodbye. and I feel like every time I come home.. and I say my goodbyes..the return goodbyes get less and less sincere since I keep saying I'm going back to Iraq and then have some reason to come home again. You're like yeah what the fuck are you complaining about you get to come home! Step in my shoes for a day.. or step in toms for a day. This business of saying goodbye, is not my thing. It's just not my bag baby, really.