Better days
Yesterday was, I think, the closest I've come to an emotional meltdown. It sucked muchly. I do not recommend it to any of you.
I was overly emotional and weepy all day for reasons I really couldn't pin down. I was, literally, in tears as I walked to the train after work, and I am still not really sure why. I think it's just because of the emotional stress of the past couple of weeks, as well as my insomina kicking my ass all over the place and hormones deciding now would be the best time to really kick it up a notch. Blech.
I'm so tired of being stressed out, and I am grateful for all of the good things in my life right now. . . but I swear to Bob it seems everyone I know has a horrifically debilitating disease afflicting either them or a family member right now. Cancer, MS, Parkinsons, Alzheimers, Huntingtons, Lukemia. I want to help, and I definitely do NOT mind being the sounding board for anyone. . . but yesterday it just got so overwhelming.
I feel so stupid sometimes. I mean, most of the depression I felt yesterday was from things that aren't even effecting me personally. Why did I feel so distraught yesterday?
I was overly emotional and weepy all day for reasons I really couldn't pin down. I was, literally, in tears as I walked to the train after work, and I am still not really sure why. I think it's just because of the emotional stress of the past couple of weeks, as well as my insomina kicking my ass all over the place and hormones deciding now would be the best time to really kick it up a notch. Blech.
I'm so tired of being stressed out, and I am grateful for all of the good things in my life right now. . . but I swear to Bob it seems everyone I know has a horrifically debilitating disease afflicting either them or a family member right now. Cancer, MS, Parkinsons, Alzheimers, Huntingtons, Lukemia. I want to help, and I definitely do NOT mind being the sounding board for anyone. . . but yesterday it just got so overwhelming.
I feel so stupid sometimes. I mean, most of the depression I felt yesterday was from things that aren't even effecting me personally. Why did I feel so distraught yesterday?