Beautiful lie
I woke up this morning.
Wishing you were lying next to me.
Holding me like you did.
So gently.
Warmly.
Lovingly.
You can't say
You didn't love me.
You can't say
You weren't happy.
I woke up this morning
Hoping it was all a bad dream.
And you would be there
To hug them away
Like you did.
Warmly.
Lovingly.
You can't say
You just used me.
You can't say
I mean nothing
I woke up this morning
WIshing to fall back asleep.
To let go of everything
And fall into the arms
Of blissful nothing.
Happily.
Forever.
You can say
You weren't happy
You can say
You didn't love me.
I woke up this morning
Wanting this all to end.
Desiring nothing more
Than to be in YOUR bed
Where I felt I belonged.
Comfortably.
Forever.
You can say
You weren't really happy.
You can say
You didn't love me.
I woke up this morning
Realizing I can't believe
Anything that comes out
Of your mouth.
Ever.
Never.
Always.
I can say
I was happy.
I can say
I loved you.
I woke up this morning
Knowing nothing is what it seems.
And everything is a lie.
So what can I believe?
Forever.
Always.
Never again.
We said
We were happy.
We said,
"I love you"
Which part was the actual lie?
Everything.
You loved me
And you didn't.
You were happy
And you weren't.
She won't make you happy.
Everything she says is a lie.
Maybe that would make you happy.