All week I've been so stressed , will I get the score I need, will I fail at life, lose my scholarship yadda yadda yadda. Then this weekend I rediscovered my true first love. I like to make it a habit to fall in love regularly, but I must say, this weekend, something about summer and my diminishing workload and having nothing to do except procrastinate about my last three pieces of homework has led me back to....
The Barenaked ladies. Yes, the first band in which I feel unbeleivably in love. It also happens that my discovery of this band coincided with my first head over heels crush, you know the kind when your thirteen and you imagine your wedding and what your kids will look like. And its been a long time since then, but these guys still talk to me, so I think for the moment I've found true love. The crush was a long lasting but also long forgotten factor. But any band that can have you twirling around in your loungeroom shouting the lyrics and laughing when your thirteen, and have the same effect at 18 deserves kudos. I haven't been able to stop smiling, even whilst writing an unbeleivably boring seminar about pope clement the 7th. So, thats my rant, its retrospective and releiving. They are fostering a feeling of who cares about school, and uni and the world, all that matters now is that I have The Barenaked Ladies, because they remind me, that like my unfortunate crush of yr 7, life usually turns out better when you don't get what you want.
While I was having this perky moment I thought I should say this before I forget in my maudalin end of yr 12 future doubting cynical crap.
espii, who I still haven't met but I must have seen 100 times, have the best time in college, it is the most fantastic two years, and everyone changes so much that by the end of it you won't be the same person, but it is soooo much fun. It also sucks, theres too much work and there are days when you've been doing an assignment till 3am that you cry for no reason. But it is crazy fun, Good Luck!
Happy Summer!
*nose wrinkle* I hope I'm this happy tommorow.
Oh, and whilst I'm doing my devil may care thing, can everyone else keep their fingers crossed for my scores?