chit chat, wat ever, rant
theirs always that one thing on your mind
that drives u mad, makes you think, keeps you up at nite, keeps you staring at your friends list, keeps you waiting by the fone, keeps you turning the page and rerunning every moment in your head
it might not make you feel great...... but its worth waiting for
because in the end, its the most amazing thing that will every happen to you, the most natural feeling your heart will ever feel, makes it beat 3 times faster when your with her, makes you skip 1 without her
but theirs days ul wanna give up, wen itl all be forgotten about, until she sits by her fone, she stares at her friends list, thinks of every moment you shared n how natural n real every feeling you shared was
weather its happens
wel never know, but doesnt mean its not the reality, u cud sit n toss and turn in your bed, think its over nothing, thinks its a waste of time and scream inside your mind over and over again
but what will it ever acomplish, your reluctent to let go of what you have, to take the risk of every passing moment u share, the lafter, the jokes, the hugs and the serious moments
and you think about it all,
and the one thing you think cud ruinin it
is something as small and petty as a kiss, its a fine line
itl be the most amazing thing, the most beautiful and memorable moment for you to date, but you think, is it worth the risk, the risk of loosing someone you've came to know so well, spent time with, speak to everyday and everyday you dont, feels like a jigsaw missing a piece, you dont wanna loose the humour, the late nite toks about stuff any1 else wudent understand, the cute smiles and gigles, the moments spent past in time, the seconds u remember n want to hold on to, but dead set on saying goodbye to when that bus rolls into the station'
and each time the kiss eloods you, because you got the fear at the bottom of your gut telling you no, dont ruinin this for yourself, in time it will come
will it?
will i ever pluck up the courage to make the step that could change everything, to make it the most amazing feeling ever
or to runing everything we have, to piss away everything any1s ever wanted, coz in the end, u can have money, big house, big cars watever.....but that wont bring you happiness.....because ur heart will always be missing something
what would you do?
i just dont know anymore......but what i do know is
she is the most amazing girl ive ever met in my life to date, thats how it will go
xx.
that drives u mad, makes you think, keeps you up at nite, keeps you staring at your friends list, keeps you waiting by the fone, keeps you turning the page and rerunning every moment in your head
it might not make you feel great...... but its worth waiting for
because in the end, its the most amazing thing that will every happen to you, the most natural feeling your heart will ever feel, makes it beat 3 times faster when your with her, makes you skip 1 without her
but theirs days ul wanna give up, wen itl all be forgotten about, until she sits by her fone, she stares at her friends list, thinks of every moment you shared n how natural n real every feeling you shared was
weather its happens
wel never know, but doesnt mean its not the reality, u cud sit n toss and turn in your bed, think its over nothing, thinks its a waste of time and scream inside your mind over and over again
but what will it ever acomplish, your reluctent to let go of what you have, to take the risk of every passing moment u share, the lafter, the jokes, the hugs and the serious moments
and you think about it all,
and the one thing you think cud ruinin it
is something as small and petty as a kiss, its a fine line
itl be the most amazing thing, the most beautiful and memorable moment for you to date, but you think, is it worth the risk, the risk of loosing someone you've came to know so well, spent time with, speak to everyday and everyday you dont, feels like a jigsaw missing a piece, you dont wanna loose the humour, the late nite toks about stuff any1 else wudent understand, the cute smiles and gigles, the moments spent past in time, the seconds u remember n want to hold on to, but dead set on saying goodbye to when that bus rolls into the station'
and each time the kiss eloods you, because you got the fear at the bottom of your gut telling you no, dont ruinin this for yourself, in time it will come
will it?
will i ever pluck up the courage to make the step that could change everything, to make it the most amazing feeling ever
or to runing everything we have, to piss away everything any1s ever wanted, coz in the end, u can have money, big house, big cars watever.....but that wont bring you happiness.....because ur heart will always be missing something
what would you do?
i just dont know anymore......but what i do know is
she is the most amazing girl ive ever met in my life to date, thats how it will go
xx.