To Brian:
......(Sits for a long time with his mouth leaning on his fist)......It's become apparent to me, Brian, that you know little to nothing about me. I don't understand how that is, but it's true. Some things you really SHOULD know are these; Hate is not something I will ever choose to feel, even after a summer like this, The pain and scarring that everyone (Myself included) have inflicted upon me are so deep that I would not even try to describe them for I already know it's a feeling I could never convey in words, And finally, Love is something that I will always choose to feel. That being the case, I might actually accept that apology, assuming there's any sincerity behind it. But if I do accept it, it won't be because I read it here, it'll be because I heard it out of your mouth while you looked me in the eyes. There's alot to say. You know where I'm at.