isn't everyday supposed to get easier

[franizzle]

i guess when your 22 things are just the way they are. i wish i was graduating from a four year school or doing something else epic. im sitting in my brothers home, in a spare room and thinking "how did i get here"

bored out of my mind im waiting for dinner. it feels weird, i feel like a kid again. i want to be old like i was when i was in cali... not sure if im happy that im here. =/

as i see "your cut off", they were out of the loop for 60 days. im probably out of the loop for four months. its an insane amount of time for me to gather, maybe ill return to California after the holidays, ready for a new life with a new me. i miss my friends, i miss Goli and Sonia
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

i miss the club

i miss nights when i get home at 5am

i miss burritos when im feeling like shxt

i miss my best friend

i miss my ex boyfriend

i miss the nights when i feel invincible

i guess all those things aren't worth missing cus most of all i miss myself