Yesterday...
Yesterday I sent an e-mail, the e-mail telling the person I've been so close to that I no longer want to be involved. I have to keep telling myself that I want nothing to do with him because I know that is what is best for me. But it's hard. My phone rang today, 3rd line which he always calls on.. it was someone else.
It was just that he needed to show me something, make me feel better about what I'm doing and give me that reason to stay. But he didn't, instead when I explained how I was feeling he was on the defense. I got off the phone going, really?!
Realizing that I understood what he said, but really didn't think it was valid I made the decision. If I am not a priority, he cannot be a priority and that's how I'm going forward.
In months I'll look back on this post and think, is that the last time we spoke. Was Monday when he called to pay me back $60 and I brushed him off, asking him to put the money in the car so I wouldn't have to see him our last, real contact other than some casual e-mails about remaining managerial items...
Well if that was the last time you talked to him Fran, then it is a good thing because he obviously doesn't know what he is loosing.
Let it be.
It was just that he needed to show me something, make me feel better about what I'm doing and give me that reason to stay. But he didn't, instead when I explained how I was feeling he was on the defense. I got off the phone going, really?!
Realizing that I understood what he said, but really didn't think it was valid I made the decision. If I am not a priority, he cannot be a priority and that's how I'm going forward.
In months I'll look back on this post and think, is that the last time we spoke. Was Monday when he called to pay me back $60 and I brushed him off, asking him to put the money in the car so I wouldn't have to see him our last, real contact other than some casual e-mails about remaining managerial items...
Well if that was the last time you talked to him Fran, then it is a good thing because he obviously doesn't know what he is loosing.
Let it be.