yup yup happy time
i wanted to follow up on the last posting that i put in here
basically i am getting happier by the day
i have realized that although i am very fond of that person, the ex. he really did do me dirty. and get another chick, and he is her's now. there isnt any reason for me to continue or even desire to ever be with him agin.
he is awesome, dont get me wrong. but he isnt the one for me. or else all of the bs wouldnt have happened and we'd still be together.
you can spend your whole life wishing and waiting for something to happen and it might and probably never would. so you gotta stay up, get by and forget about it. im done with it. and it feels really good. there will be another guy out there for me, who will be better suited for the role. haha
this is a poem i wrote on the 14th:
Ive locked my feelings inside for months
Never given a chance not once
And that’s okay, because at the end of the day
I have myself to blame
Ill live my life and dine on wine
And I really don’t give a fuck
Im done pouring my heart into something im not
To get back less little and few
Moving on and being twice as strong
Is what I have to do
Success is my goal and otherwise im not whole
So pound forward and fast and through
My heart will always be there but I know you don’t care
Its evident and so clear that little voice inside my ear
Continue on living your life as you have been doing
Ill live mine and do it well just letting go of these feelings
&& as for work. its all good. im facing working with a guy who is a little tough, but i like everyone im around. and all should just keep getting better
i want the business to boom so i can boom with it!
im even going to a conference for my job!! <3
basically i am getting happier by the day
i have realized that although i am very fond of that person, the ex. he really did do me dirty. and get another chick, and he is her's now. there isnt any reason for me to continue or even desire to ever be with him agin.
he is awesome, dont get me wrong. but he isnt the one for me. or else all of the bs wouldnt have happened and we'd still be together.
you can spend your whole life wishing and waiting for something to happen and it might and probably never would. so you gotta stay up, get by and forget about it. im done with it. and it feels really good. there will be another guy out there for me, who will be better suited for the role. haha
this is a poem i wrote on the 14th:
Ive locked my feelings inside for months
Never given a chance not once
And that’s okay, because at the end of the day
I have myself to blame
Ill live my life and dine on wine
And I really don’t give a fuck
Im done pouring my heart into something im not
To get back less little and few
Moving on and being twice as strong
Is what I have to do
Success is my goal and otherwise im not whole
So pound forward and fast and through
My heart will always be there but I know you don’t care
Its evident and so clear that little voice inside my ear
Continue on living your life as you have been doing
Ill live mine and do it well just letting go of these feelings
&& as for work. its all good. im facing working with a guy who is a little tough, but i like everyone im around. and all should just keep getting better
i want the business to boom so i can boom with it!
im even going to a conference for my job!! <3