Haven't written in forever
This isnt for people to read and think they know me just from my entries. This is just for myself because I love to write. Ever since my good friend Paul died last year, Ive been more inspired to write. I have my own journals that I write in every single day. Writing is like a release for me. Its an escape from reality and it just all around makes me feel better. I went thru my livejournal yesterday and was like wow I was so corny. But thats alright, because its just me. Im a corny person. Life has changed alot since I wrote last. I dont have alot of the same friends as I used to, Im alot older now, and in different situations. So here goes
Im 23 years old now stuck in a dead end job because I want to save up and go to school. School is my #1 priority right now, although Ive been saying that for how long now? Ive got so many other things that need to be taken care of before I can even think of school. Like... my other school loan needs to be paid off ASAP. All my credit card bills, dental bills, hospital bills. I also have to pay off my grandma for my car. Thats why I dont mind working my dead end job. Because I know the result will be money to pay off my debts so I can better my life. Ive been with the same person for over 2 yrs now. (Yes its been that long since I wrote) Hes wonderful. And sexy I might add. Im not upset with how my life is for right now or anything, I just wish some things would change and very soon.
So I want to go to school to become a licensed Embalmer/Funeral Director. Alot of people think Im weird as hell for it but I really dont care. Its what I have a passion for. I could see how having a passion for working with dead people could be a weird one but its really hard to explain. Im not a big people person, so why not work with people who are dead? Death fascinates me, and I would love to be around it all the time, and understand it better. Yes, you may think thats still weird but you could never understand. So I will just leave it at that. Im only 23 but I feel alot more grown up, like I need to start doing things with my life now. I dont want to live at home forever. The Funeral Director program will only take me 3 yrs. So when Im 27, I will be out of school and on my way to having a career. I dont think thats too old. Not at all. My mom was like 26 when she finally got her ass in school so yea. Anyway, I gotta go to work soon. Just wanted to do a quick update =)
Im 23 years old now stuck in a dead end job because I want to save up and go to school. School is my #1 priority right now, although Ive been saying that for how long now? Ive got so many other things that need to be taken care of before I can even think of school. Like... my other school loan needs to be paid off ASAP. All my credit card bills, dental bills, hospital bills. I also have to pay off my grandma for my car. Thats why I dont mind working my dead end job. Because I know the result will be money to pay off my debts so I can better my life. Ive been with the same person for over 2 yrs now. (Yes its been that long since I wrote) Hes wonderful. And sexy I might add. Im not upset with how my life is for right now or anything, I just wish some things would change and very soon.
So I want to go to school to become a licensed Embalmer/Funeral Director. Alot of people think Im weird as hell for it but I really dont care. Its what I have a passion for. I could see how having a passion for working with dead people could be a weird one but its really hard to explain. Im not a big people person, so why not work with people who are dead? Death fascinates me, and I would love to be around it all the time, and understand it better. Yes, you may think thats still weird but you could never understand. So I will just leave it at that. Im only 23 but I feel alot more grown up, like I need to start doing things with my life now. I dont want to live at home forever. The Funeral Director program will only take me 3 yrs. So when Im 27, I will be out of school and on my way to having a career. I dont think thats too old. Not at all. My mom was like 26 when she finally got her ass in school so yea. Anyway, I gotta go to work soon. Just wanted to do a quick update =)