Apr 14, 2006 23:46
...and I never even got close.
Today was beautiful. Everything about it just seemed so optimistic. Summer will be great. I'm so excited.
I miss my parents so much. It's funny how much I am really like them. I can see now how I get certain things from both of them. I'm so pumped to live with them again. I never realized how cool it is to hang out with my family. We are such a weird, awesome group of people. But I may be impartial.
I've decided to start reading for myself again. It feels good. Reading good books restores my faith in words.
I really like George Clooney. I think I'm going to watch Good night and good luck tomorrow. Everyone else should, too. It's great.
I really, really want to get involved in something political. Help with a campaign or start organizing some sort of group. I want to get involved with the enviorment or women's rights protection. My political science class has really inspired me to get off my ass and participate in our government. I really want to become and active/informed citizen. I have been toying with the idea of pursuing a career as a lobbyist or some other sort of an adviser. But I don't think I would want to get a political science degree. I really want to make a difference.
I want to be passionate about something. I feel lazy.
I have been on a huge Say Anything high the past few weeks. I just can't get my fix.
Ah! Today made me excited for the future. I can't wait to find my niche and succeed at it. I know I will.
Best of all--I don't need to rely on anyone else to get anywhere. Fuck ya. I'm ready.