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I would like to begin by saying that no one is over reacting in this whole situation.
We saw something that freaked us out.
I see this as a natural reaction for someone who cares. I never want to experience the amount of disappointment I came across the moment I walked into the apartment.
We do not agree with it. At all. And I'm really not sorry that I (as well as Jimmy) care deeply enough to draw attention to how completely idiotic we believe this decision was for everyone who participated. I lost a lot of respect I had for all of them.
I really wish I could turn away and say "It was a safe enviorment. Hey, way to be safe, guys!" and "Oh, one time really doesn't matter" but I beleive that doing this woud be just as appalling as the act itself was to me. I believe that my reaction was and still is what a good friend is supposed to do.
This is my point of view. If you are all a good friend of mine you will not take my words as an attack but as me voicing my concerns for those closest to me.
Ecstacy is not something to casually mess around with. It fucking kills. Whether or not it was a calm atmosphere in which you all popped those pills, the truth is that you can not control the drug itself once it's in your body. Stop hiding behind that.
Again, to take this offensively is unfair. I care too much about all of you to just let this go. I hope you all know that. I am not prying in your lives or making an attempt to dictate what to do with your individual lives. Make your own mistakes. But I'm not about to sit around and watch the self destruction of 4 amazing guys.
We saw something that freaked us out.
I see this as a natural reaction for someone who cares. I never want to experience the amount of disappointment I came across the moment I walked into the apartment.
We do not agree with it. At all. And I'm really not sorry that I (as well as Jimmy) care deeply enough to draw attention to how completely idiotic we believe this decision was for everyone who participated. I lost a lot of respect I had for all of them.
I really wish I could turn away and say "It was a safe enviorment. Hey, way to be safe, guys!" and "Oh, one time really doesn't matter" but I beleive that doing this woud be just as appalling as the act itself was to me. I believe that my reaction was and still is what a good friend is supposed to do.
This is my point of view. If you are all a good friend of mine you will not take my words as an attack but as me voicing my concerns for those closest to me.
Ecstacy is not something to casually mess around with. It fucking kills. Whether or not it was a calm atmosphere in which you all popped those pills, the truth is that you can not control the drug itself once it's in your body. Stop hiding behind that.
Again, to take this offensively is unfair. I care too much about all of you to just let this go. I hope you all know that. I am not prying in your lives or making an attempt to dictate what to do with your individual lives. Make your own mistakes. But I'm not about to sit around and watch the self destruction of 4 amazing guys.