Jul 16, 2009 15:01
I had a plan, I thought it would work.
It didn't. It's my fault. I screwed it up.
It's not true. I never lied to you, what you thought? Not true. I never lied.
I feel like shit, I feel like crap, i totally feel like i'm full of shit and if I break open just shit will come out of me.
You were wrong, since that day that we last saw each other, I DID think of you every day.. every minute.
I never meant to forget you, never even tried to.
I still love you. I didn't tell you that so often, didn't tell you that as if I'd meant it. But I did.
and I feel so alone...