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Other people paid for my mistakes. Paid with their lives, paid with their pain. It isn't fair that when I falter other people stumble with me.
I had ta tell Cordy this mornin' what had happened. I had ta tell her she wasn't crazy, that she did die. That they all died, an it was my fault. That tha day had been started over an hopefully they would survive this time.
Then I had ta go. Tha powers are still not happy with me. I was able ta turn tha day because tha seers were taken out. They didn't want ta lose their tools. The gettin' Angel back as a champion was just a bonus.
I have ta watch over tha day, make sure that no one tells an that everything goes ok.
Maybe if I watch enough, that vision of Cordy dying will stop being burned into my mind's eye.
I had ta tell Cordy this mornin' what had happened. I had ta tell her she wasn't crazy, that she did die. That they all died, an it was my fault. That tha day had been started over an hopefully they would survive this time.
Then I had ta go. Tha powers are still not happy with me. I was able ta turn tha day because tha seers were taken out. They didn't want ta lose their tools. The gettin' Angel back as a champion was just a bonus.
I have ta watch over tha day, make sure that no one tells an that everything goes ok.
Maybe if I watch enough, that vision of Cordy dying will stop being burned into my mind's eye.