The wonderland that i've sacrificed
Gaadd~ I had our senior's night last night and it was really fun! I didn't expect to win the miss authenticity award X3 (actually, I tied with someone). At first, it wasn't really fun at all. I had to make some sacrifices(the bonding time with my friends). I really thought that I could bond with my classmates that well but GAD, i didn't work out well. I couldn't join in because ____ is including in the package if i'm gonna join in. I won't provide you with such details because I might offend someone if he/she will be reading this blog.
Before that night, I had some "signs". I felt so bothered and at the same time, nervous. For me, it's some kind of premonition. Oh well, i think so
Before everything else, I had a dream that i would confront my enemy and it will result to a fight. I certainly hope that it would come true because I can't take it anymore. I don't want to be around him/her. Yes, all of us has a fatal flaw that we should accept but i can't take him/her anymore. I hate it when he/she drags me around and just give focus on one topic for 5 to 6 months. I hate it that he/she is irresponsible and i would suddenly get involved with his/her problems. I hate it when he/she drags me away from my closest friends. I hate it when he/she would suddenly interrupt us and tell the world that he/she is something like this or that. I hate it when he/she tries to monopolize me. I hate it when he/she tells/shows me that i'm an ignorant person when he/she hasn't mastered the skill himself/herself. I hate his/her voice whenever he/she speaks. he/she treats me some sort of a helper. I hate it when he/she doesn't want to hear my own point of view. He/she only want his/her ONLY point of view. I don't even want to breathe the same air around him/her. If I would list everything that I hate about him/her, it would take a day to list half of it.
I don't know if i'm exaggerating it or not but this is my point of view. I do respect if you will not believe because you have to right to take whatever sides. I know that you should not only look at my own side but also, his/her side. I just really had enough of him/her. I want to be free. I can't wait to go to college so i can be free from that person and so that i could get away from him/her
sincerely yours,
the queen of hearts
Before that night, I had some "signs". I felt so bothered and at the same time, nervous. For me, it's some kind of premonition. Oh well, i think so
Before everything else, I had a dream that i would confront my enemy and it will result to a fight. I certainly hope that it would come true because I can't take it anymore. I don't want to be around him/her. Yes, all of us has a fatal flaw that we should accept but i can't take him/her anymore. I hate it when he/she drags me around and just give focus on one topic for 5 to 6 months. I hate it that he/she is irresponsible and i would suddenly get involved with his/her problems. I hate it when he/she drags me away from my closest friends. I hate it when he/she would suddenly interrupt us and tell the world that he/she is something like this or that. I hate it when he/she tries to monopolize me. I hate it when he/she tells/shows me that i'm an ignorant person when he/she hasn't mastered the skill himself/herself. I hate his/her voice whenever he/she speaks. he/she treats me some sort of a helper. I hate it when he/she doesn't want to hear my own point of view. He/she only want his/her ONLY point of view. I don't even want to breathe the same air around him/her. If I would list everything that I hate about him/her, it would take a day to list half of it.
I don't know if i'm exaggerating it or not but this is my point of view. I do respect if you will not believe because you have to right to take whatever sides. I know that you should not only look at my own side but also, his/her side. I just really had enough of him/her. I want to be free. I can't wait to go to college so i can be free from that person and so that i could get away from him/her
sincerely yours,
the queen of hearts