bah!

[francheska28]

Ok, so I have finally gone up and made an account. I kind of wished I would have made it in a less hectic time.  I have had quite a few exams lately and  I dont even want to think about how close finals are.  I said I was going to do review packets.  Yeah right like that was ever going to happen. I was stuck reading a book about The coming of the millenium.  It was written by my proffesor and gosh does this guy repeat himself.  Brilliant, yes, but gosh darn it I get it.  I did get into university I am not an airhead.  This book would be thinner if he didnt repeat himself so much.  Anyways now I am in deep water with all these apocalyptic religions. Judaism, Christianity and Islam.  It's a bit scary once you actually get to study these religions and see everyhting they stand for and what their beliefs actually are.  It also makes it hard for me to maintain my faith.  Seriously I'll get out of this course an Atheist. lol  Many people have always questioned my faith in God.
Well there have been times in my midst of suffering, when the only relationship with God I can have is one that challenges.  I mean shouldnt the judge of all also be just?

I guess this answers my own question.  I do believe in God but I just dont let other people tell me what his words really mean.  I can make up my own mind. ;)

and I wonder how this post changed from rant about exams and uni to talking about my faith.  Oh well