A Dream....

[francesjoyce]

I've been in this endless like job training that I had been taking up and I just could not set a time to do the things that I want. Being one of the illusive people that was drowned to a dreamland of people that doesn't even know that I exist. I was really frustrated not to peek even a very small update in my what so called dreamland. It was the only thing that takes me away fom a world that was so savage to a blissful one. I may sound like making myself pathetic but it ws the truth. Hearing the people who raised me to stop myself from being drowned into this dreamland gives me a bittersweet feeling. Don't they realize that it was my only excuse to escape the harsh reality that was about to happen in my life. It was the only world that I could hold on and keep myself hanging into the reality. But I bet they wouldn't know that, not until they bring in the situation that I was into now.

Yes, I am a fangirl.