just feel like writing a damn depressing one
stolen from Tin, we'll what you expect, theres nothing in my laptop JE related yet >.< RAKUBEIJI
I was not in the mood for anything.. because all of this happens...
Today, well not today, last tuesday, received a call from my optician. She want me to meet her up because she got a new design which i may be interested in *pink colour* . OMG. I DONT RAKUBEIJILY INETERESTED IN SPECTACLES OKAY. and whats worst, when i finally enough getting nagged by my dad. i went today, after 3 days of nagging. AND WHEN I REACHED. THE DESIGN MY OPTICIAN SHOWED ME WAS LIKE 98% SIMILAR TO THE SPEC THAT IAM GONNA GET. I WAS RAKUBEIJI MAD. I WAS.!! asking me to meet her up for just that. -_-" getting nagged just for this. bleh. its a 30min journey to go meet her okay. minus the 3 min RAKUBEIJI part where i got lost -_-
and. it was like only around 9.10pm when i was done talking to the optician. and i dosent want to go home, so i taught of heading to the mall near my place. And while waiting for the bus, i didnt realise i was seating on something wet.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHH.. BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA RAKUBEIJILY BAKA BAKA. NOW I CANT GO TO THE RAKUBEIJI MALL WITH MY TOP WET AT MY RAKUBEIJI BUTT AREA.!!! so iam depressed again.
Decide to blast NEWS songs while i was on the bus on my way home but i am not the kind of people which who are not considerate so i play i put the volume to the lowest. And i start imagining stupid stuff.
IMAGINE
when your in the bus seating next to SHIGE and you decide to blast the song from your mobile phone. He will definately go
"sorry, can you please be more considerate for this people in the bus and lower than down" -_-"" rakubeiji indeed
OR
"you know i love you, why bother to even switch on that thing, just ask me to sing for you.!!"
ROFL ROFL ROFL LMAO LMAO LMAO
*ROLLING ON THE FLOOR.!!!*
OK. this is what happen when a person is depress.
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Yesterday, my stupid rakubeiji idiotic 16yr old sister shocked me, my 11 and 14 yr old sister by plainly saying
"i don't like shige. i think he's ugly and i want to see new picture of him with his so called mohawk hairstyle. who know if he will eventually look nice."
I MEAN HELLO.!!!! CAN YOU LIKE BE A LITTLE BIT GENTLE WITH ME? IAM BESIDE YOU, YOU KNOW. i was shocked that i wasnt able to rebuke her but just to stare at her.
But my 11 yr old sis being the chatterbox she is. she go :
"YOU'RE MAD. YOURE SERIOUSLY MAD. YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT YOURE TALKING ABOUT DO YOU. I MEAN YOU CANT BE PLAINLY BLIND OR ANYTHING EVEN THOUGH YOUR EYE SPECTACLE DEGREE IS 400 BUT YOUR WEARING A SPEC RIGHT NOW..!! YOURE AN IDIOT.!!!"
And my 14 yr old goes
"ahh~ typical. its her we are talking about hello. she always have bad taste."
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
MY SISTERS ARE LIKE SOOOOOOOO OVERPROTECTING OVER SHIGE WHILE IAM JUST STARING AND NOT DOING ANYTHING. IAM HOPELESS. HAHAHAHA.
then, TODAY. she did it again.
i was showing her pictures on Tin blog of the AJAG gathering. and i was like i love shige. and so does wid. and so does nabihah. and she shouted. SHOUTED.
"WHY DOES ALL OF YOU LOVE SHIGE SOOOOOOOOO MUCH?? i really want to see his new hair. if its nice now.!!"
and being me. i was nailed on my seat and as if i got a huge apple stuck on my throat and I WAS EXPERIENCING CONTINUOS STABBING ALL OVER MY BODY.
and she dosent stop just there.
she run out of the room and shouted
"i dont like shige.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
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and come back in.
"why dosent people like koyama???"
i flipped when she asked me that. DOSENT KOYAMA GOT LOVE FROM US TOO.!??!?! WE LOVE KOYAMA DOSENT WE ALL.!?!?!? OMG. SHE REALLY NEED TO GET BRICKED BY ME. -_-""
she asked me to bring her to the gathering if there are one. There's like no way i can bring her. she will just go BLEH when we talked about shige infront of her. RAKUBEIJI
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THERES STILL MORE TO WHY IAM TOTALLY DEPRESSED. BUT I AM LAZY. AND IAM TIRED.
ohhhh. yah,
i decide to try this diet scheme. BEWARE. ITS A RAKUBEIJILY STUPID DIET SCHEME THAT YOU SHOULD NOT FOLLOW.
the scheme is starve yourself for 3 days. HAHAHAH.
its not a plan thing though. i had not eaten for a whole 2 days and was ranting to
snowy_yuki, heppy, how hungry iam. Lmao. And suddenly it lead to a diet plan. Lame. i know.
see, my body is RAKUBEIJILY weird. If i dont eat, my weight will increase. So i want to try if i starve myself for 3 days. will my weight increase still or it will eventually decrease. XDDDD
Heppy happily suggest me to EAT MORE THAN I USUALLY DO since i gain weight by not eating. =/ HEPPY.!!!! THATS NOT THE WAY. THATS UNCOOL.!!! COOL JYANAI.!!!!! *_* I SWEAR TO HER I WONT TRY WHAT SHE SUGGEST EVEN IF SHE GAVE ME A MILLION DOLLAR AS A BRIBE, BUT IF SHE GIVE ME SHIGE. I MAY RECONSIDER. HAHAHAHHAHA.
iam RAKUBEIJILY that simple minded. XDDD
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NOTHING DEPRESSING BUT
RAKUBEIJI.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
arent he RAKUBEIJILY hot.!?!?!?! OMG. THIS PICTURE LOOK TOTALLY GIGGLE-ABLE OK. LOOK AT THE WAY HE STARE. HAHAHA. *FAINT*
when iam depress, i rakubeijily look at shige. HAHAHAHAH. and my deression will be gone. i told you iam SIMPLE minded. XDDD
but now. its kind of hard since there's no new scans and iam dying of anxiety of him being mohawk. *_*
but. his SHIGET TOGETHER SAVED ME.
his such a dork. RAKUBEIJI. I can die just hearing him getting all shock or when he mumble something to himself or when he did that retard singing hobby of his.
and did i mention his LAUGH.!?!!? omg. its like worst than kawai's. HAHHA. OK MAYBE NOT THAT BAD. HAHHAHAHA
BUT I STILL LOVE HIM XDDDD
OH, and a random note.
I LOVE SHIGEAKI KATO.