Oct 02, 2004 21:53
Hello all
well I'm in maine seeing the best uncle in the world hands down, idc what you say cus he i such a cool guy. best hugger too i used to run up to him when i was little and he would pickm up and give me the best hugs, and he still does that now, hes the kinda guy when u hug him you just never want to let go. when my aunt died, i went up there for the funeral ect, we pulled up and i just ran out of the car andgave hm the biggest hug, snots all over his arm and all, idk how long we hugged for but it was a long time, and all he could say was, she loved you guys so much, this is so hard for you guys, i just looked at him thinking, if its this hard for me, i cant even imagine how hard it must be for you. what i cant undersand is why so many peopl around the world are fighting for their lives, like my grandmother, and my cousin jeff who has very advanced brain cancer with a very dull outlook, and half of my friends want to die, personally i am so happy to be alive, and not to be fatally ill, i just wish i could show some of my friends the pain my family is going through with all these diseases, and im not saying theyre being stupid, i completly understand how tough life is, but i just thank god every morning and night to be alive, just to be alive. we went to the cemetary today where my aunt is buried, she didn't deserve to die, i dont think i ever saw her frown, not once, she had the most beautiul smile, she loved life, i dont get why she had to die, she has 2 beautiful daughters who now have to go on without a mother, with a wonderful father dn get me wrong, but not having a mother is just not the same. but we went to the cemetary and i promised myself i wasnt going to cry, i just wasnt going to cry, but then i saw the flowers that th girls planted and i couldnt help it, i miss her so much, i would guve my world for her to come bak, and thats the gods honest truth, i miss her so much.