it is just one of those nights...
ok well I suppose this is like my monthly update; I'm out of school and bored as hell in Midland. Well I guess it's not horrible, I mean I've seen people I don't get to see a lot, and I enjoy seeing my family... but I am definately missing the Alma crew. I mean as boring and hard as springterm was... I had a good time. I think all in all I learned a lot found my other Emily :) and made the decision that I HAVE to go to london next spring term, I guess I haven't gotten enough of that William S. It sucks that my Sammie is in Spain the whole summer, but I'm proud of her for doing this whole double major thing, and for being so independent. I don't think I could do what she's doing. Plus being away from her boy I know that's a huge hurdle too.
But I think that all behind me, and the summer ahead, I think it should be an ok one, I unfortunately haven't found a job yet...and I'm NOT crawling back to Damon's I despise it there. I just think that being young and all makes it extra hard to find a job especially just for a seasonally period of time too, grrrr. Speaking of boys, I think I'm about to give up on the whole male species. I mean really it's just become such a battle. I mean it's not like I'm out their pounding the pavement for a man..but really it's become RIDICULOUS!!! when the hell is it gonna be my turn for somthin good?!?!?..in the man department. It's dumb really I'm prolly way to picky as I'm told all the time, and I think I'm too much of a tease with the guys I'm close with if you can imagine that, but isn't it true that the best relationships start as friends first??? well whatever most of the time they seem the most interested in getting some, which is getting really old.
Well I think I'm gonna be working on being a whole lot more confident too...I realize that I don't have the perfect figure and of course I'm constantly trying to fix that but I mean how perfect can you be? It is really all about being happy...well I'm working on that too.
Well as usual I'm up late into the night...hence the rambling, so I should prolly cut myself off here and try and get some sleep...
ciao lovies~
But I think that all behind me, and the summer ahead, I think it should be an ok one, I unfortunately haven't found a job yet...and I'm NOT crawling back to Damon's I despise it there. I just think that being young and all makes it extra hard to find a job especially just for a seasonally period of time too, grrrr. Speaking of boys, I think I'm about to give up on the whole male species. I mean really it's just become such a battle. I mean it's not like I'm out their pounding the pavement for a man..but really it's become RIDICULOUS!!! when the hell is it gonna be my turn for somthin good?!?!?..in the man department. It's dumb really I'm prolly way to picky as I'm told all the time, and I think I'm too much of a tease with the guys I'm close with if you can imagine that, but isn't it true that the best relationships start as friends first??? well whatever most of the time they seem the most interested in getting some, which is getting really old.
Well I think I'm gonna be working on being a whole lot more confident too...I realize that I don't have the perfect figure and of course I'm constantly trying to fix that but I mean how perfect can you be? It is really all about being happy...well I'm working on that too.
Well as usual I'm up late into the night...hence the rambling, so I should prolly cut myself off here and try and get some sleep...
ciao lovies~