Do you know what really grinds my gears?

[fran_is_me]

Bsically what im getting at here,im fucking sick to death of people being a fucking twat. Its not exactly very easy for me and im fucking scared to death. Im may give off the impression that i dont care or that i make jokes about it but thats just my way of coping with things. This is one of the most difficult things im having to go through, so please just lay off and let me sort myself out.

You always think about it but unless it really happens you will never really understand how i feel at the moment.

Im fucking up big time and if i dont help myself i will just keep falling and i will never get back up :(