providizzle
neon genesis evangelion, wolf's rain, inuyasha, cowboy bebop, samurai champloo, FLCL, and more!! lately i have been indulging in my taste for anime, thanks to my third-level netflix membership and dvd burner. i love all the reoccuring themes: overt sexuality, homo-erotic implications between nearly all male characters, pedophilic relationships, cute and magical pets. right now i am watching neon genesis evangelion, so far i'm on episode 5, and it's sort of raunchy. but my recent favorite is wolf's rain. it is the ultimate when it comes to cliche. straight up, the search for paradise. ain't no metaphor there. but done with grace. i highly recommend it.
i left my diary in a classroom. stupid, stupid. can you believe that? how embarrassing. luckily it was pretty impersonal. just thoughts. like, "i have a sore throat and it's all i can think about," and "the alley that i go through on the way to writing humor smells of garbage on the left and clean laundry to the right."
i am in love with the culmination of the best qualities of past lovers. i project this fictional character onto the various boys i meet at parties and at clubs (these are the only places i meet boys). i am always being disappointed--no surprise there. what i want right now is not a boyfriend, but someone who i can call during the week to talk to or hang out with (when i have the time)--not just to arrange to meet at parties. but it seems like that is a lot to ask. people don't just date anymore. it seems that when i am with a guy, we are either just hooking up (or more often, he is trying to) or we are "commited." i am twenty years old.
giant robots piloted by children will save the world from god's wrath. tonight is a sin city party. i think i'm well enough to go. goodnight.
i left my diary in a classroom. stupid, stupid. can you believe that? how embarrassing. luckily it was pretty impersonal. just thoughts. like, "i have a sore throat and it's all i can think about," and "the alley that i go through on the way to writing humor smells of garbage on the left and clean laundry to the right."
i am in love with the culmination of the best qualities of past lovers. i project this fictional character onto the various boys i meet at parties and at clubs (these are the only places i meet boys). i am always being disappointed--no surprise there. what i want right now is not a boyfriend, but someone who i can call during the week to talk to or hang out with (when i have the time)--not just to arrange to meet at parties. but it seems like that is a lot to ask. people don't just date anymore. it seems that when i am with a guy, we are either just hooking up (or more often, he is trying to) or we are "commited." i am twenty years old.
giant robots piloted by children will save the world from god's wrath. tonight is a sin city party. i think i'm well enough to go. goodnight.