I go to parties sometimes until four; it's hard to leave when you can't find the door
[O Captain, I like us.]
I feel like everything is going reallly fast and I'm kind of riding it out. Except that I can't do that anymore because of all this college stuff. It's putting a little stress in my life, but my mom is doing her part to make it a whole lot of stress.
Stuff is good though. This cross country season was amazing. Great and painful at the same time, but mostly really great. I'm not doing a lot of work in school but my grades are.. not bad. I miss people a lot [mainly person], and that's kinda rough. I have some new people I like a lot though [mainly person], so that's kinda nice. I like the people around me this year.
[I just found out Christmas falls on a Sunday, meaning I will be scheduled to work.. but I worked all day last year. With a different boss who doesn't know that. This is cool. I might be looking for a new job soon :P]
I want something big to happen.
School/college-wise, peoplewise, I'm not sure. I want something to happen to me so I can feel like things have changed and they're not just moving. Or that they're important and not just passing. I want you to go out on a limb and go far out of your way to do something solid. Impress me and make me decide on something (for once). Make it memorable and make it meaningful, and do it because if I don't hear it I'll just keep being pulled along.
...Soo, there may be a reason I try not to post when I'm really tired. Goodnightt.
Lucky I'm sane after all I've been through
I can't complain but sometimes I still do
Life's been good to me so far
I feel like everything is going reallly fast and I'm kind of riding it out. Except that I can't do that anymore because of all this college stuff. It's putting a little stress in my life, but my mom is doing her part to make it a whole lot of stress.
Stuff is good though. This cross country season was amazing. Great and painful at the same time, but mostly really great. I'm not doing a lot of work in school but my grades are.. not bad. I miss people a lot [mainly person], and that's kinda rough. I have some new people I like a lot though [mainly person], so that's kinda nice. I like the people around me this year.
[I just found out Christmas falls on a Sunday, meaning I will be scheduled to work.. but I worked all day last year. With a different boss who doesn't know that. This is cool. I might be looking for a new job soon :P]
I want something big to happen.
School/college-wise, peoplewise, I'm not sure. I want something to happen to me so I can feel like things have changed and they're not just moving. Or that they're important and not just passing. I want you to go out on a limb and go far out of your way to do something solid. Impress me and make me decide on something (for once). Make it memorable and make it meaningful, and do it because if I don't hear it I'll just keep being pulled along.
...Soo, there may be a reason I try not to post when I'm really tired. Goodnightt.
Lucky I'm sane after all I've been through
I can't complain but sometimes I still do
Life's been good to me so far