Texas Grass Fires
I am moderately happy right now. No big complaints. Things are just rolling along now. Life has had some unexpected turns this past 4 months, but they've been changes for the better. I just hope things get better now. My mother is watching T.V. and Rita really wants to play Zelda and I feel really tired and drained from my three day bender. Haha, I need a lot of sleep. I get tired so damn easy. Its so unfair. But I totallly know its because I eat like crap crap crap.
So, my new years resolutions are: lose 15 lbs, eat better, do well in all my classes, and be patient with people who deserve it. Haha. This shouldn't be too hard...
I saw a pretty good movie today and it was called Cheaper by the Dozen. One thing that I really hate is the fact that if you don't have a stupid ass smile pasted on your face people automatically think something is wrong with you. So what if I'm not freaking happy all the time. Sooo what. So I get unhappy sometimes, your not supposed to be happy all the time. So sue me, people are always asking me if I'm allright and if I'm ok and it's weird.
So, I'm going back to school soon and it should be interesting. I can't wait until I graduate next year. I really feel like I'm ready to move on with my life in Ottawa and come live here in Kahnawake with the person I love love love. I want to pursue different things and I'm wondering if maybe I should try something new this summer. Get a cool job somewhere this summer. Not necessarily in Kahnawake. But I don't know. We'll see. I'm going to need to talk it over with the key people in my lives and figure out what really is going to work. Because do I really want to spend my last summer before I finish university doing the same thing I've done three years in a row? I just know that I am going to go for a sweet job this summer that doesn't necessarily pay well. I just want a cool fun job.
It's been an interesting three days and well, this past year wasn't too bad and I think that this next one isn't going to be too bad either. I'm looking forward to tomorrow because I get to go look at a good view. Ciao.
So, my new years resolutions are: lose 15 lbs, eat better, do well in all my classes, and be patient with people who deserve it. Haha. This shouldn't be too hard...
I saw a pretty good movie today and it was called Cheaper by the Dozen. One thing that I really hate is the fact that if you don't have a stupid ass smile pasted on your face people automatically think something is wrong with you. So what if I'm not freaking happy all the time. Sooo what. So I get unhappy sometimes, your not supposed to be happy all the time. So sue me, people are always asking me if I'm allright and if I'm ok and it's weird.
So, I'm going back to school soon and it should be interesting. I can't wait until I graduate next year. I really feel like I'm ready to move on with my life in Ottawa and come live here in Kahnawake with the person I love love love. I want to pursue different things and I'm wondering if maybe I should try something new this summer. Get a cool job somewhere this summer. Not necessarily in Kahnawake. But I don't know. We'll see. I'm going to need to talk it over with the key people in my lives and figure out what really is going to work. Because do I really want to spend my last summer before I finish university doing the same thing I've done three years in a row? I just know that I am going to go for a sweet job this summer that doesn't necessarily pay well. I just want a cool fun job.
It's been an interesting three days and well, this past year wasn't too bad and I think that this next one isn't going to be too bad either. I'm looking forward to tomorrow because I get to go look at a good view. Ciao.