So I'm in Ottawa Right Now.
I'm about to leave in about 15 minutes to go to my oral exam with my professor Mr. Lapointe. I am not worried at all because he is an awesome teacher who laughs all the time and doesn't think I'm evil. So, I should get a decent grade. Heehee.
I've been mulling over all the things that going on and I really do have a lot on my plate right now. Its like, drama, drama, drama. And I wonder if it's self-induced from bad choices? But I really don't think anything is ever really that bad of a choice. Its just living and if you don't don't take risks and make decisions that turn out to be perfect, I don't think you've ever really lived. So, I definitely like to live. I take risks, be adventurous, and just see whats out there for me to kick around in. Weee. I feel bad for people who play it safe their whole life. That really is no way to live. Like, I'm not a big drinker so I definitely don't "live" that way. But I like to do everything else. I'm just not big into going to bars. But maybe I'll go to the occasional house party if I know the people really well or I'm going with some people I feel comfortable with.
I'm going to be taking the 3:10 train after my oral exam. I've been doing some much traveling back and forth that its kind've getting somewhat exhausting, but its worth it to see the people I love and hang out with my dog Nessie. Nessie is coming back with me to Ottawa for the next set of my two finals. Ugh, unfortunetely, I'm going to have to drive. And I hate driving. I much prefer taking the train because at least I can write in my journal and read my books. But I guess the drive won't be too bad because I bought some good music and Nessie will be there to pet and keep me company. I'll even go to Burger King on the way and order her a cheeseburger. She always really likes that. Last time I ordered her chicken fries. Haha.
When I get back to Kahnawake today I'm going to have to help my mom settle into our house even more since we just moved in their yesterday and then I can look forward to getting up at the crack-ass of dawn the next morning to drop her off at the airport. I'll stay in my pajamas and Nessie will, of course, come for the ride. I'm going to have to buy grocery's so I don't starve too. Anyways, I got alot of business to settle when I get to Kahnawake and its all going to be very interesting. Its been very interesting splitting my time between Ottawa and Kahnawake and I really like it so far. Coming back to Ottawa is somewhat of a decompressing break for me. Its like, the anomynity of it all that relaxes me. But that of course drives me crazy after awhile and then I go back to Kahnawake where I know alot of people and alot of people know me.
Anyways, I should be getting ready to leave for my oral exam soon. I know I'm going to be early when I get there, but I'll just read my new old book called "Fashionistas" which is turning out to be a delicious read. Heehee. Ugh, I have to bike ride in this freezing ass weather. If I had my car I would totally take it, but its in Kahnawake already. Well, bye for now. I can't forget to pack my Sociology and Philosophy stuff either...I'm going to need to read up on that stuff before the finals of course. So much to remember. Life can get really crazy at times. But I know its going to slow down really soon and that should be somewhat nice.
I've been mulling over all the things that going on and I really do have a lot on my plate right now. Its like, drama, drama, drama. And I wonder if it's self-induced from bad choices? But I really don't think anything is ever really that bad of a choice. Its just living and if you don't don't take risks and make decisions that turn out to be perfect, I don't think you've ever really lived. So, I definitely like to live. I take risks, be adventurous, and just see whats out there for me to kick around in. Weee. I feel bad for people who play it safe their whole life. That really is no way to live. Like, I'm not a big drinker so I definitely don't "live" that way. But I like to do everything else. I'm just not big into going to bars. But maybe I'll go to the occasional house party if I know the people really well or I'm going with some people I feel comfortable with.
I'm going to be taking the 3:10 train after my oral exam. I've been doing some much traveling back and forth that its kind've getting somewhat exhausting, but its worth it to see the people I love and hang out with my dog Nessie. Nessie is coming back with me to Ottawa for the next set of my two finals. Ugh, unfortunetely, I'm going to have to drive. And I hate driving. I much prefer taking the train because at least I can write in my journal and read my books. But I guess the drive won't be too bad because I bought some good music and Nessie will be there to pet and keep me company. I'll even go to Burger King on the way and order her a cheeseburger. She always really likes that. Last time I ordered her chicken fries. Haha.
When I get back to Kahnawake today I'm going to have to help my mom settle into our house even more since we just moved in their yesterday and then I can look forward to getting up at the crack-ass of dawn the next morning to drop her off at the airport. I'll stay in my pajamas and Nessie will, of course, come for the ride. I'm going to have to buy grocery's so I don't starve too. Anyways, I got alot of business to settle when I get to Kahnawake and its all going to be very interesting. Its been very interesting splitting my time between Ottawa and Kahnawake and I really like it so far. Coming back to Ottawa is somewhat of a decompressing break for me. Its like, the anomynity of it all that relaxes me. But that of course drives me crazy after awhile and then I go back to Kahnawake where I know alot of people and alot of people know me.
Anyways, I should be getting ready to leave for my oral exam soon. I know I'm going to be early when I get there, but I'll just read my new old book called "Fashionistas" which is turning out to be a delicious read. Heehee. Ugh, I have to bike ride in this freezing ass weather. If I had my car I would totally take it, but its in Kahnawake already. Well, bye for now. I can't forget to pack my Sociology and Philosophy stuff either...I'm going to need to read up on that stuff before the finals of course. So much to remember. Life can get really crazy at times. But I know its going to slow down really soon and that should be somewhat nice.