Nov 18, 2004 19:25
I leave for New York saturday morning...im nervous but excited.
Nevous because its out of my comfot zone....girls i dont know in a huge city im unfamiliar with a type of dance im not used to.
Im excited for the choreography classes....hip hop- right up my ally!
Um can i also mention i have to fly from new york back to chicago by myself and get checked in/out all by myself?! um yeah i will die. This is from the girl who can't even get to Kohls by herself...awesome
Is it possible to feel completely happy and at the same time feel like breaking down and crying? Thats how i feel. I really am happy.....like i am doing really well in school and my friends for the most part are really good...poms everything is all good. But theres this part of me that just feels like curling up in a tiny ball and just crying and crying. Im not sure why...well i think i do but its pathetic.
Ever feel like your on this Earth for a specific reason? LIke you have a purpose to fulfill? I feel like that lately. Like this year is totally gonna change my outlook on life and ill do something amazing....or meet someone amazing or.........i dunno just have this feeling that huge things are happening and happening for a specific reason.