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AHHH! This week has been so increadibly stressful...i was doing a good job not freaking out too badly, but i lost it last night. At about 11 p.m. i just boke down and balled until like 1 haha but it worked because it got a lot of my pent up frustration out. Poms is so increadibly time consuming and frustrating...Im getting to the point where i just can't handle everything anymore. Somehow i am trying to be captain of both Varsity and competition team work a job and earn money stay on high honor roll and still maintain a life. its getting too hard. but i think its just because its "crunch time" with TWIRP an all. ANd just to add to everything...we were doing our dance the LAST time through when Trisha landed wrong on a turn and blew out her knee. She is one of our best dancers and we can not afford to have her not preform!!! but there is no way wed let her tomorrow because if she did it and hurt herself more she would be out of Nationals which would just SUCK sooo bad!
Okay enough complaining.
THings with matt are good...i can't wait for TWIRP this weekend! but i dont really know what the deal is like if he would concider me his "girlfriend" or w/e like i know we are dating or seeing each other or whatever i just dont know if its more serious or not. haha oh well
Im going to LIsa's tonight to pick up my dress which i am SO excited about! it's my favorite one thus far!!!!
The Y sucks...i think i might quit soon...iiiiiiiiiiiiii dunno!
come visit me im bored!
Okay enough complaining.
THings with matt are good...i can't wait for TWIRP this weekend! but i dont really know what the deal is like if he would concider me his "girlfriend" or w/e like i know we are dating or seeing each other or whatever i just dont know if its more serious or not. haha oh well
Im going to LIsa's tonight to pick up my dress which i am SO excited about! it's my favorite one thus far!!!!
The Y sucks...i think i might quit soon...iiiiiiiiiiiiii dunno!
come visit me im bored!