got jesus?

Nov 12, 2003 13:43

day after day i put up with this bullshit.im a prisoner trapped in these four walls and steeple, and i fucking want to break out. but when this is the only life i know, the only belief ive had, how can i get out of it. its been bred into me, force fed since birth. how can i know whats right and whats wrong when i dont know anything. i havent heard one really logical argument for this, but so many against it make sense. how the fuck am i supposed to make a decision. why the fuck am i not ALLOWED to make a decision.
WHY THE FUCK CANT THEY SEE PAST WHAT THEY KNOW and accept that i dont know if i want to believe it anymore.
it so hypocritical. and i know that by "keeping the faith" and doing what i so willingly do i only make it more hypocritical.
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