kristen\\my limbs are paralysed
this is the chapter of my life for which i have been yearning the arrival.
seclusion and pain.
starvation and emptiness.
and hopefully at the end of it all, beauty.
you can never be too beautiful, just like you can never be too rich.
i'm going to spend the next few months as far away from people as possible. i am going to starve myself until i lose five kilos or until i am content with my weight. i am going to have the darkest tan out of all of my friends and i am going to save up all of my money and blow it on drugs&alcohol.
i am going to be superficial.
just you wait and see.