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Hell it's been a while.
I've been meaning to post but never got around to it.
I feel really sick though, and don't want to make this too long so I can get back to Wonderland Online, a MMORPG (Massive-Multiplayer Online RolePlay Game), which is the fucking sex. Both Anny and me play, and it's really awesome. <3 I need to level up Adea some more so I can go to the Holy City and get new quests. Guh.
Went to the counsler yesterday and came home pissed off. It was one big lecture, and I was going to make a post where I said 'Fuck that, fuck you' about twenty dozen times, but I didn't get around to it because step-brother was here and trying to steal my chicken. And I have to go in again tomorrow, which I won't want to do. I don't like vocalizing my real feelings. But I almost wanted to laugh during the session. She was telling me "You're one of the most genuine people I know", so in my mind I was cracking up at that. And also "You've got a lot of deep emotions.". That too. Seriously, what the fuck? 1.) Hardly ever do I express my real feelings or such to people, it's very rare that I do, and most of what I do in person is a lie. 2.) Most of the time, for as long as I can remember, I've felt blank. I have to act out what my mind feels, because I feel them so lightly it barely scratches the surface. And only half of them are really true.
Thoughts? Comments? Laughing yet?
I don't want to eat dinner. Me and mom are going through my hoards of books upstairs and I still feel sick to my stomach just thinking of food. I think I feel a little hot too. Ah, and Garrett has his friend Eddie over. They're so noisy. We were doing Cosmeo, or I was, which is one of those education sites, and if I get a bunch of more points I can get a Crime Scene Simulator game. sdlfjslfsf. <3
Fufu~ Gaia has been making me laugh too. One guy posted on my profile 'You're one sick tenticious fuck' or something (I'm not bothering to go check the right phrasing or t-word.). And I've been art-whoring like crazy. Will is in one of his period-moods again because I get all these sexy arts and he doesn't. Ugg. I have work again next week, so crossing my fingers I'll feel better. I need to get back to work at SAH too. ...maybe after a little more Wonderland. Or tomorrow, since I don't want to give a crappy rating while I feel dizzy. I miss that place already. I'll probably just go organize around the memories some more later. I love doing needless tasks like such. Aha.
I've been meaning to post but never got around to it.
I feel really sick though, and don't want to make this too long so I can get back to Wonderland Online, a MMORPG (Massive-Multiplayer Online RolePlay Game), which is the fucking sex. Both Anny and me play, and it's really awesome. <3 I need to level up Adea some more so I can go to the Holy City and get new quests. Guh.
Went to the counsler yesterday and came home pissed off. It was one big lecture, and I was going to make a post where I said 'Fuck that, fuck you' about twenty dozen times, but I didn't get around to it because step-brother was here and trying to steal my chicken. And I have to go in again tomorrow, which I won't want to do. I don't like vocalizing my real feelings. But I almost wanted to laugh during the session. She was telling me "You're one of the most genuine people I know", so in my mind I was cracking up at that. And also "You've got a lot of deep emotions.". That too. Seriously, what the fuck? 1.) Hardly ever do I express my real feelings or such to people, it's very rare that I do, and most of what I do in person is a lie. 2.) Most of the time, for as long as I can remember, I've felt blank. I have to act out what my mind feels, because I feel them so lightly it barely scratches the surface. And only half of them are really true.
Thoughts? Comments? Laughing yet?
I don't want to eat dinner. Me and mom are going through my hoards of books upstairs and I still feel sick to my stomach just thinking of food. I think I feel a little hot too. Ah, and Garrett has his friend Eddie over. They're so noisy. We were doing Cosmeo, or I was, which is one of those education sites, and if I get a bunch of more points I can get a Crime Scene Simulator game. sdlfjslfsf. <3
Fufu~ Gaia has been making me laugh too. One guy posted on my profile 'You're one sick tenticious fuck' or something (I'm not bothering to go check the right phrasing or t-word.). And I've been art-whoring like crazy. Will is in one of his period-moods again because I get all these sexy arts and he doesn't. Ugg. I have work again next week, so crossing my fingers I'll feel better. I need to get back to work at SAH too. ...maybe after a little more Wonderland. Or tomorrow, since I don't want to give a crappy rating while I feel dizzy. I miss that place already. I'll probably just go organize around the memories some more later. I love doing needless tasks like such. Aha.