FUCK you
fuck you.
you didn't see him in the hospital bed.
BRUISES around his neck.. his eyes swelling out of his skull.. his brain oozing to the rest of his body through his neck.
he had NO fucking reflexes.. the things that would've been fucking painful he couldn't feel.
he didn't let go because he was fucking scared my cousin was gonna beat the shit out of him.
FUCK YOU
you didn't see my aunty crying over him, my whole family being brought together to say our goodbyes to him. he was fucking 29 years old.
he had two children. stacy jo and boo
FUCK YOU
she didn't want to come to seattle because she was scared about her father and that he was dying. boo will never know his father. he's nothing but a youngin... just a little baby.
so fucking cute.
fuck you.
if i killed a man, even if it was an accident, but by my hand, i'd HOPE that i'd get more than thirty fucking days. that would at least give me some faith in the justice system.
FUCK THAT JUSTICE SYSTEM.
fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you.
fuck. you.
fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you
way to hide and be "anonymous"
oh.. and BY THE WAY
i'm not fucking drinking myself into a fucking hole like the rest of my family is doing.
you keep thinking i'm getting wasted off my ass just because "life sucks" no. not at all.
i only drink when i'm feeling GOOD and in the company of friends. in a safe environment..
way to be hypocritical, i don't even drink all the time.
WHAT. THE. FUCK.
don't worry about me, at least the world knows my problems, and i don't keep them locked up inside of me. i trust people enough to tell them. to tell the world.
so, FUCK YOU.
you didn't see him in the hospital bed.
BRUISES around his neck.. his eyes swelling out of his skull.. his brain oozing to the rest of his body through his neck.
he had NO fucking reflexes.. the things that would've been fucking painful he couldn't feel.
he didn't let go because he was fucking scared my cousin was gonna beat the shit out of him.
FUCK YOU
you didn't see my aunty crying over him, my whole family being brought together to say our goodbyes to him. he was fucking 29 years old.
he had two children. stacy jo and boo
FUCK YOU
she didn't want to come to seattle because she was scared about her father and that he was dying. boo will never know his father. he's nothing but a youngin... just a little baby.
so fucking cute.
fuck you.
if i killed a man, even if it was an accident, but by my hand, i'd HOPE that i'd get more than thirty fucking days. that would at least give me some faith in the justice system.
FUCK THAT JUSTICE SYSTEM.
fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you.
fuck. you.
fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you
way to hide and be "anonymous"
oh.. and BY THE WAY
i'm not fucking drinking myself into a fucking hole like the rest of my family is doing.
you keep thinking i'm getting wasted off my ass just because "life sucks" no. not at all.
i only drink when i'm feeling GOOD and in the company of friends. in a safe environment..
way to be hypocritical, i don't even drink all the time.
WHAT. THE. FUCK.
don't worry about me, at least the world knows my problems, and i don't keep them locked up inside of me. i trust people enough to tell them. to tell the world.
so, FUCK YOU.