Aug 15, 2008 22:39
Well, I've been here a few days already but there's no sign of Mia or Kite-san or anyone...and from what people have told me, everyone here has come from different worlds, but there's no one from mine...it makes sense that I'm alone again...
-He frowns at the journal for a moment before continuing to write-
I've been trying to become friendly with some of the people here...as if I could actually manage to interact well with anyone, just because I have the face of my avatar instead of my own, but it's not working at all. At least in The World I met Mia. I can't even manage to speak to anyone here without becoming nervous and stuttering...
I really wish Mia was here...usually she'd talk to other people if it was neccessary, so I wouldn't have to...
Well, it's not like everyone is unfriendly...I met Kallen-san, and she volunteered to try to help me find Mia...I was really happy about that, people usually aren't so kind to me, but I couldn't manage to even thank her the way I'd like too, I just got flustered again...
If there's anything I want to do while here, it's discard this timidness of mine...
Well, anyway, it looks like I'll have a place to stay for the time being, in the community center, but it seems I need to find a job...but what could I do? I'm no good at anything but video games....and I'm not even very good at that...
((Strikes are crossed out and may or may not be legible.))
self-pity,
i wish mia were here,
what do i do now?