future?
I know I should write about last week but I need to moan.
just tired of existing and want to live! that'd be amazing :)
The next few months = dark weather, depression and relapse. Happens every bloody year, just keep fighting, keep going towards the invisible carrot. For what though? Every year this happens, every year I try so damn hard then it all goes again. Well most of it.
I've seen 3 friends this year and I have to be grateful for it. How the hell does that work? Hurts like hell. I know other people care - Leshia is always saying so - which means a lot too :)
Just so damn unfair.
Been made to feel like I'm in the way today as well - a nuisance.
bout time I changed.
just tired of existing and want to live! that'd be amazing :)
The next few months = dark weather, depression and relapse. Happens every bloody year, just keep fighting, keep going towards the invisible carrot. For what though? Every year this happens, every year I try so damn hard then it all goes again. Well most of it.
I've seen 3 friends this year and I have to be grateful for it. How the hell does that work? Hurts like hell. I know other people care - Leshia is always saying so - which means a lot too :)
Just so damn unfair.
Been made to feel like I'm in the way today as well - a nuisance.
bout time I changed.