All my exes live in...
Ok. So I just found out Craig "loves" his girlfriend. It shouldn't bother me. yet it does a little.
First, I think it's creepy that they say that to eachother when they only really met a week ago. I don't care if they've been talking online for a month or two. They only just met. Besides, the online thing is a bit creepy in itself.
Second, he left her naked in bed to help me get my car moving. While I appreciate that, it's a bit mean to leave the current to help the ex. Then told me she's bad at giving head.
Third, they had sex last night. She threw him down and fucked him. I don't know that I really wanted to know that. It just seems soon and creepy.
So why does this all bug me?
I am not remotely attracted to him anymore. I left because I didn't love him like I should... I knew I never could. And I knew it wasn't going anywhere, and that I'd never be higher than #5 on his list of priorities. If I ever got that high.
Yet, it bugs me. He strikes me as desperate. And the whole wanting to be friends thing... I don't know if I want that. And he sure as hell isn't making an effort anyway. Not that it's at all different from our relationship, as he never really tried, never worked at us.
I don't know. The whole thing strikes me as wrong and creepy. It shouldn't upset me, but it does a little.
Is it always like this when you find out about your ex having sex? Or supposedly loving someone else?
First, I think it's creepy that they say that to eachother when they only really met a week ago. I don't care if they've been talking online for a month or two. They only just met. Besides, the online thing is a bit creepy in itself.
Second, he left her naked in bed to help me get my car moving. While I appreciate that, it's a bit mean to leave the current to help the ex. Then told me she's bad at giving head.
Third, they had sex last night. She threw him down and fucked him. I don't know that I really wanted to know that. It just seems soon and creepy.
So why does this all bug me?
I am not remotely attracted to him anymore. I left because I didn't love him like I should... I knew I never could. And I knew it wasn't going anywhere, and that I'd never be higher than #5 on his list of priorities. If I ever got that high.
Yet, it bugs me. He strikes me as desperate. And the whole wanting to be friends thing... I don't know if I want that. And he sure as hell isn't making an effort anyway. Not that it's at all different from our relationship, as he never really tried, never worked at us.
I don't know. The whole thing strikes me as wrong and creepy. It shouldn't upset me, but it does a little.
Is it always like this when you find out about your ex having sex? Or supposedly loving someone else?