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ok so that whole securtiy - safe haven thing- still tough- i don't like to be lied to - not cool- and sience most of you have no idea who im gonna be talking about and this is a journal- ang lied to shaun like crazzy mad about dating SENSEI ROMANELLI - omg - who does that- omg - and shaun broke up with her - and then in her explination to all her friends including her sister and me (someone she calls her sister) she lies - completly makes up a sitation to save face becuase she was dumpped - because she was dishonest- now don't get me wrong- if she had had a civil converstaion w/ him like she did w/ me about how he wants to settle down and start a family and shes still young- eveeryone incliding both of them knew that already- that would have been honorable- its just so hard to see ppl u depend on turn away- i don't mean to sound like im judging- but its so hard to watch good ppl do bad things over and over again- im really beging to loose hope in just a common good- of all ppl in the world- shaun deserves great - not just good- but great even better- he deserves the best thats out there- its said that what u put out into the universe will come baq 10 fold- and he puts out good- and gets devistation- i don't understand it- i personally think its great hes away from her now- thats a blessing enough- but it still leaves me with a broken sense of trust/reason/morals of the ppl in my life- i swear i bring this upon myself- thank god for those few i can always depend on- xoxo ltr