Nov 22, 2002 18:49
Earlier today I got some really disturbing, distressing news. One of my fraternity brothers that graduated my second or third year there was found dead in his truck yesterday or early this morning. It's really unfortuante. He was a great guy.
What's so disturbing about it is that he was said to have committed suicide.
I just don't know what to think about it. We weren't really close. The little bit of time we were at Winthrop together we never got to know each other. But we liked and respected each other.
He was a good guy. I just don't know how a thing like this happened.
Whenever someone I know dies I feel bad about it, but I don't seem to stop moving on. I take a little bit of time to think about it. But a few hours later I am doing whatever it is I would normally be doing. And I feel guilty about it.
Just talking about this in this way makes me feel guilty. How could I focus on me right now?
I guess I'm only human. But I just don't know what is right to do. I called a few people, talk to a few more. I have thought about it all day. Yet I'm still taking the time to do other things and be in more than an upset mood.
Anyways, we're not sure all the details about the situation. We'll find out more as time comes I suppose.