I just woke up...
I have been focusing way too much on how to get over "you know who."
It's natural to react the way I've been acting. And it should also be noted that when I write in here it's what I'm thinking at a given moment. Not neccessarily all day.
I wrote that I was down when I was in a down mood. But that was the only time I felt that way that entire day.
I don't want people to get confused about what I mean when I say things.
I'm happy overall. But when it comes to "you know who" well the past couple days have been awkward/rough whatever you want to call it.
I hate that I put her in this position. So I'm gonna focus on other things. I won't control how I feel. I won't supress anything(cause that's not giving it to God, that's not giving up control...that's controlling it)I won't act like what is truly there isn't.
But I won't do this thing where I try too hard to move on so I won't be hurt anymore.
If something happens with someone, Lithuania or anyone, then something happens. That's God's will. But I am just gonna give it to the big guy to get it straight before he passes me the ball........
It's natural to react the way I've been acting. And it should also be noted that when I write in here it's what I'm thinking at a given moment. Not neccessarily all day.
I wrote that I was down when I was in a down mood. But that was the only time I felt that way that entire day.
I don't want people to get confused about what I mean when I say things.
I'm happy overall. But when it comes to "you know who" well the past couple days have been awkward/rough whatever you want to call it.
I hate that I put her in this position. So I'm gonna focus on other things. I won't control how I feel. I won't supress anything(cause that's not giving it to God, that's not giving up control...that's controlling it)I won't act like what is truly there isn't.
But I won't do this thing where I try too hard to move on so I won't be hurt anymore.
If something happens with someone, Lithuania or anyone, then something happens. That's God's will. But I am just gonna give it to the big guy to get it straight before he passes me the ball........