yeah so I suck
I called Lithuania earlier(and yes that is the pseudonym I've given her, she's lithuanian)and I've come to the conclusion that I'm a complete bumbling jackass.
It's not that the convo went so bad...it's just that I didn't feel like I was being myself...had I not picked up the pace there would've been a couple awkward silences.
Plus I was just boring...then as I was heading out...I realized how much I suck.
So now I'm down. I know I'm just being down on myself and it's stupid. But I just don't stand a chance with amazing girls.
And I don't care how pathetic this sounds.
Everyone at one point has felt this way over something stupid. So nah!
I have absolutely no drive right now.
I need to ask for another job at work for the week...but again, no drive.
this sucks
It's not that the convo went so bad...it's just that I didn't feel like I was being myself...had I not picked up the pace there would've been a couple awkward silences.
Plus I was just boring...then as I was heading out...I realized how much I suck.
So now I'm down. I know I'm just being down on myself and it's stupid. But I just don't stand a chance with amazing girls.
And I don't care how pathetic this sounds.
Everyone at one point has felt this way over something stupid. So nah!
I have absolutely no drive right now.
I need to ask for another job at work for the week...but again, no drive.
this sucks