..........I've got nothin.........
hehe, I couldn't come up with a good subject.
Anyways, today was a good day. I got the last volume of the Beatle's Anthology videos I've been checking out at the library along with their CD "Beatles For Sale" which I'll buy eventually but wanted to hear it. And I got the book for 2001: A Space Odyssey. That should be a good read.
Then I came home and wathced TV. Then got a call from Joey cause I called the other day and left a message about how I wanted to talk to him.
It was a great convo. I figured I could get some good advice about how to deal with liking Heather but not being in the same place with her, other girls coming up and showing interest, and having a normal conversation while not being a nuisance by saying how much I/he likes her.
He had a heck of a situation since he was in SC and she was in Iowa. And she flat out had turned down dating him at all...forever...for a 2 year period. And now they're married. Now that's not to say that's what's gonna happen with me and Heather. I'm just saying I don't have as rough as a situation. But I also have only good stuff to look forward to.
Anyways, he gave me a lot of advice about dealing with it.
It's pretty much what I'm doing. Just putting my feelings for Heather in God's hands. Just saying "Listen Lord, I feel this way. You know that. I won't put my feelings for her above you. But I'm not gonna surpress my feelings either. I also can't control them or do anything about the. You can though, so here ya go."
And whatever happens is his will. Whether that's waiting 2 years for us to be together...or waiting for 5 years then finding out that we won't ever be together...that's God's will. I'll grow and I'll become a better person than I alreday am.
I know that not everyone out there reading this believes the way I believe. But I'm not restrictions on what I say. Not that anyone's asked me too. But I just felt like saying...this journal is about my life. And I'm gonna talk about it as much as I feel like. So if you agree...or if you disagree...it's just the way that it is.
I make no bones about the fact that I'm living my life for Jesus. If you don't agree...fine. If you don't like what I have to say...here's a suggestion...stop reading it.
Anyways, that's what I've got to say about today. I'm gonna wash my car tomorrow. Then I dunno what I'll do. Spend some more money? I dunno.
Anyways, today was a good day. I got the last volume of the Beatle's Anthology videos I've been checking out at the library along with their CD "Beatles For Sale" which I'll buy eventually but wanted to hear it. And I got the book for 2001: A Space Odyssey. That should be a good read.
Then I came home and wathced TV. Then got a call from Joey cause I called the other day and left a message about how I wanted to talk to him.
It was a great convo. I figured I could get some good advice about how to deal with liking Heather but not being in the same place with her, other girls coming up and showing interest, and having a normal conversation while not being a nuisance by saying how much I/he likes her.
He had a heck of a situation since he was in SC and she was in Iowa. And she flat out had turned down dating him at all...forever...for a 2 year period. And now they're married. Now that's not to say that's what's gonna happen with me and Heather. I'm just saying I don't have as rough as a situation. But I also have only good stuff to look forward to.
Anyways, he gave me a lot of advice about dealing with it.
It's pretty much what I'm doing. Just putting my feelings for Heather in God's hands. Just saying "Listen Lord, I feel this way. You know that. I won't put my feelings for her above you. But I'm not gonna surpress my feelings either. I also can't control them or do anything about the. You can though, so here ya go."
And whatever happens is his will. Whether that's waiting 2 years for us to be together...or waiting for 5 years then finding out that we won't ever be together...that's God's will. I'll grow and I'll become a better person than I alreday am.
I know that not everyone out there reading this believes the way I believe. But I'm not restrictions on what I say. Not that anyone's asked me too. But I just felt like saying...this journal is about my life. And I'm gonna talk about it as much as I feel like. So if you agree...or if you disagree...it's just the way that it is.
I make no bones about the fact that I'm living my life for Jesus. If you don't agree...fine. If you don't like what I have to say...here's a suggestion...stop reading it.
Anyways, that's what I've got to say about today. I'm gonna wash my car tomorrow. Then I dunno what I'll do. Spend some more money? I dunno.