a lesson once learned/so hard to forget

[fragl]

Well I thought about Heather a good bit. Starting fighting it again. I know it's not like me to not embrace honesty and my true genuine emotions. And it is much more fun to live in that moment of just having a big crush than it is to not live in it cause you're denying that it even exists. But if I do just go with the flow of this then I'm gonna mess something up.
So I have got to chill.
I almost wish I was back in school...okay, no I don't. But the part of college that you experience when you visit someone who is in college or what a movie about a college is a lot of fun. That's the part I'll miss. The rest of it sucks.
They're gonna be starting back next week. I am going to Charleston sometime to see some friends with my Dad. I hope I get to see Joey and Pricilla and Jessica if she's not too busy.
What to do this week?
Hmmmmmm....gotta remember to call my boss tomorrow to make sure the times of the races this weekend. I looked at em on sunday but I'm not positive on them. I'll call and make it seem like I'm just making sure cause I am taking my job so seriously...as opposed to looking like a jack ass that forgot to write it down. hehe
Alright, I'm about for a bit. Maybe more later