people remain the same

Nov 17, 2004 00:30

It hits me a little more each day how awesome of a time I had this weekend.
I think it was really meaningful in a lot of ways. I've been so lonely as far as friends and people I connect with being around. I talk to people I connect with online a lot and that's wonderful. I just hadn't really been able to hang out with Jim or anyone in awhile.
I realized earlier though that I really had a wonderful time. It's really nice.
Darby and Lauren are awesome to hang out with. I love em. They're so sweet and funny.
It was great getting to spend so much time with Jim too.
I really hope things work out so that I can go with them to Tennessee...but man, it'll be hard being even further away from everyone else. Especially with how cool it's been getting to be friends with Darby and Lauren.
Life can be really really tough.
But if we focus on the good things then it's really really awesome and touching. Corny I know, but I really had a great time.
I'm the happiest I've been in months.
Now if I could only stop worrying about what others thought of me.
You know it's not really that important if someone shares your feelings. You feel that way, you feel that way. That's all that matters. The rest is icing on the cake.
What's so great about feelings is that they're given to you really. You have no control over them. That's why they're so important, you didn't have to get them you just got lucky.

"and now we all know
the words were true
in the sappiest songs
yes, yes"
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