Update
sigh.
What is there to say?
At work i got hit on by one of the actors, who happens to be a guy, and happens to be gay...., but i didnt know they were gay until i had asked them much later. It went like this
Guy: So are you seeing anyone?
Me: Ha! yah right when do i have time? I have to work everyday.
Me: random comment about having to work the upcoming Miss Contra Costa Beauty Pagent In hopes of getting some sort of reaction from the individual.
~Experiment Failed~
Me: So are you going out with anyone?
Guy: well no, I liked girls but now I like Guys.
~Pulls Emergency Brake, Emotionally Vommiting commences~
There was more to that convo, but i decided to leave it out, you get the picture.
I told him i was straight, and now things are cool. We are still friends though, but that barrier is up, and I am thank ful.
For the record, I am homophobic, I despise the cock, and if one were to ever get near me i would start to convolse and then die, That whole thing is disgusting. however, I don't hate the people that choose to sway that way, they are generally pretty cool, and i don't have a problem with them, unless they hit on me or touch me. My own personal opinion about people who choose to be attracted to the same sex is that they were not born that way. Some may argue that there could be chemical imbalances that cause it, but since there is no scientific or medical discovery labeling anything as the "You are going to be attracted to the same sex disorder" People choose that path as they develop and grow older. Take the guy who hit on me, he told me that he was engaged to a girl, but after that fell threw he started to like guys, now i don't know details but something happened during that time that caused that situation to change. And I asked him if he would say he was Bi, and he said yes, which ultimately for him just means he is still thinking about both, and his mind is not totally sold on either yet.
In other news...
My sister flew out this week for a couple of days because my mom went to the hospital, she had an angiogram on her heart due to some severe dissyness, soreness, fatigue and an irregular heart beat, over the last couple weeks. The whole thing wouldn't be as scary if it wasn't for the fact that her mom only died about 6 or 7 years ago because of a heart attacks that she battled with for too many years. My mom's fine, the results were possitive, no blockage, and no fear of a heart attack, but she does need to get another operation to correct her heart. It's sad to think about how death can bring family closer together, but a family could be completely seperated when things are "fine." Why does that happen? My mom sister and I really aren't even that seperated, but yet I have been showing more affection and care to my mom now that there is a problem. I hate that, not that I am doing it, but that i havent been doing that all along.
Hey it's 12:45 according to my computer, If you actually read this, All of this, maybe drop me a comment, I haven't been keeping in contact with many people, and i want to, goodnight.
Adios.
What is there to say?
At work i got hit on by one of the actors, who happens to be a guy, and happens to be gay...., but i didnt know they were gay until i had asked them much later. It went like this
Guy: So are you seeing anyone?
Me: Ha! yah right when do i have time? I have to work everyday.
Me: random comment about having to work the upcoming Miss Contra Costa Beauty Pagent In hopes of getting some sort of reaction from the individual.
~Experiment Failed~
Me: So are you going out with anyone?
Guy: well no, I liked girls but now I like Guys.
~Pulls Emergency Brake, Emotionally Vommiting commences~
There was more to that convo, but i decided to leave it out, you get the picture.
I told him i was straight, and now things are cool. We are still friends though, but that barrier is up, and I am thank ful.
For the record, I am homophobic, I despise the cock, and if one were to ever get near me i would start to convolse and then die, That whole thing is disgusting. however, I don't hate the people that choose to sway that way, they are generally pretty cool, and i don't have a problem with them, unless they hit on me or touch me. My own personal opinion about people who choose to be attracted to the same sex is that they were not born that way. Some may argue that there could be chemical imbalances that cause it, but since there is no scientific or medical discovery labeling anything as the "You are going to be attracted to the same sex disorder" People choose that path as they develop and grow older. Take the guy who hit on me, he told me that he was engaged to a girl, but after that fell threw he started to like guys, now i don't know details but something happened during that time that caused that situation to change. And I asked him if he would say he was Bi, and he said yes, which ultimately for him just means he is still thinking about both, and his mind is not totally sold on either yet.
In other news...
My sister flew out this week for a couple of days because my mom went to the hospital, she had an angiogram on her heart due to some severe dissyness, soreness, fatigue and an irregular heart beat, over the last couple weeks. The whole thing wouldn't be as scary if it wasn't for the fact that her mom only died about 6 or 7 years ago because of a heart attacks that she battled with for too many years. My mom's fine, the results were possitive, no blockage, and no fear of a heart attack, but she does need to get another operation to correct her heart. It's sad to think about how death can bring family closer together, but a family could be completely seperated when things are "fine." Why does that happen? My mom sister and I really aren't even that seperated, but yet I have been showing more affection and care to my mom now that there is a problem. I hate that, not that I am doing it, but that i havent been doing that all along.
Hey it's 12:45 according to my computer, If you actually read this, All of this, maybe drop me a comment, I haven't been keeping in contact with many people, and i want to, goodnight.
Adios.