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when i was younger, i loathed this color. it upset me, and to look at it was like nails on a chalkboard to many people. I think about it now and i am trying to rationalize the fear and anger that it sowed into me. I think it had a lot to do with the color not even being a color, not being just one for itself. it was never just one solitary color, it is somewhere between red and brown pink and grey. even the colors, mixed, were still, simply red and brown and pink and grey.
and this upset me.
or something did.
am i crazy?
when i was younger, i loathed this color. it upset me, and to look at it was like nails on a chalkboard to many people. I think about it now and i am trying to rationalize the fear and anger that it sowed into me. I think it had a lot to do with the color not even being a color, not being just one for itself. it was never just one solitary color, it is somewhere between red and brown pink and grey. even the colors, mixed, were still, simply red and brown and pink and grey.
and this upset me.
or something did.
am i crazy?