Mess with fire
My life has turned into his awkward/enjoyable situation. I don't know if I hate it or love it. It has become too hard to decipher so instead of deciding, I'm just going to live it and not decide. I've acquired new thoughts, feelings, emotions, plans, etc. During all of this, I find myself to be almost somewhat happy for once. Just happy.
I figured out that I love Chauncey. We are alike in a lot of ways and enjoy, understand, and accept each other very well. She's a good person. this is way we decided that we want to go to California in August this year. I hoping we do it.
I thought about New Year'r resolutions and thought "why waste time making them?". I just want to live my life day by day without setting goals and depressing myself when I don't achieve them. I don't understand why everyone feels the need to change so much. Just because it's a new year doesn't mean you have to be a new person. It's stupid. What I've wanted to change about myself isn't any different now that 2005 has arrived.
I figured out that I love Chauncey. We are alike in a lot of ways and enjoy, understand, and accept each other very well. She's a good person. this is way we decided that we want to go to California in August this year. I hoping we do it.
I thought about New Year'r resolutions and thought "why waste time making them?". I just want to live my life day by day without setting goals and depressing myself when I don't achieve them. I don't understand why everyone feels the need to change so much. Just because it's a new year doesn't mean you have to be a new person. It's stupid. What I've wanted to change about myself isn't any different now that 2005 has arrived.